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Remembering and Forgetting…

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“When you come to the edge of all that you know, you must believe one of two things:

either there will be ground to stand on,

or you will be given wings to fly.”
O.R Melling

TODAY: The day is still…the town asleep. A dozen or more yellow chested sparrows are busy feeding. The flutter of little wings makes me smile. The sky overhead is low, shrouded with thick white cloud. I greet the day with a slow measured awareness and pleasure.

IN ONE WORD: Surrender

COLOUR OF THE DAY: Rose Pink

HOW I FEEL:

“It is hard enough to remember my opinions,

without also remembering my reasons for them! 

Nietzsche

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Life shifts and weaves, moves and burns…the road falters, alters, I try to reverse but too late, forward I go…
For days, perhaps weeks, I have been deep in thought about so many matters…I have had insights, revelations, understanding and powerful inner debate….

I want to share it, to write it down – but for some reason that I can’t explain…these thoughts and feelings, these emotions, deep insights, are a   new level of understand within me. For now, they are but essays in my mind. This inner dialogue, that I seem unable to express, or to write of, or verbally express –  I am only able, for now, to view it all in my head and heart…

INSIGHTS:

“The only thing standing between you and your dreams is …

reluctance.”

Caroll Bryant

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Yes, its all about a remembering and a forgetting….a time-line that goes back – back so far into the past that we are unable to see it…but we feel it, we know of it and we often ache and writhe with the emotions that disturb our very existence…

I suggest that we all live with eyes and mind open – yet aware of the levels and layers of life going on within, as well as all around us and in our wider world.

My recent discomforts have all been a trigger and a remembering, nothing more. And, from that comes a deeper understanding of the depth and breadth and the power of emotions of time past….I have surrendered!!

It is but, a remembering and a forgetting….

THE COLLECTIVE:

“Our ability to adapt is amazing.

Our ability to change isn’t quite as spectacular.”

Lisa Lutz

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Let us not concern ourselves with going out and saving the world or changing an individual person…Let us rather look at ourselves more closely and focus within. Look at what you can do to activate that Light in your own eyes.

Do what you can to find a purpose within your heart – that you can stay with, and that you can move toward. Now more than ever before, that is becoming critical on this planet….

AFFIRMATION: “I allow the boundless Blessings of the Universe into my life…”

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Author: Ashtara

'All my life I have yearned…' Andre Breton For a period of 15 years, I was the Principle of a well-known school in South Africa, the ‘Academy of Holistic Therapies’ which over time transformed into a place of deep spiritual and personal development, known then as the ‘Centre of Creative Consciousness’. My life changed suddenly and I moved to England in 1999. Not long after my arrival my long term reIationship ended abruptly and I developed serious heart issues. What followed was a 7 year period of death and rebirth... It led me along a path of deep introspection and growth. Through this experience including 2 near death experiences, I was forced to step into a new life, eventually giving me true understanding of who I AM and a more committed path. I moved to Glastonbury, believing then that it was to discover more of what I was searching for. Instead it has been yet another level of my own unfolding and my need to go deeper within, living a quiet solitary life, each day clearing the way to finding deeper levels of awareness and truth. All this moved at an ever changing pace towards truth and change as I released the past with forgiveness - gently guiding myself through all of the many challenges to a place of deep understanding and peace… This has allowed a very rich and beautiful connection to All That Is, an ability to tap into reservoirs of knowledge and wisdom, never before accessed. My desire is to support others in their ‘Awakening’ bringing love and understanding to many lives as they remember who they are. I care deeply about our planet, the animal kingdom and all sentient Beings during this time of dramatic change and Spiritual r/evolution on Earth. During the 7 years I realised that I enjoy being a 'modern day Alchemist' with a passion for working with colour, potions, remedies, tinctures, energy and vibrations. I was guided by Spirit to create a range of high vibrational colour essences, known as the ColourKEYS System. I see these ‘jewels’ as the unfolding of a 'story' yet to be revealed…They are a wonderful tool to support and assist those seeking the true path towards their destiny. I am at the completion stages of writing my first book, which will be published early next year. It is the story my extraordinary childhood in Africa.

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