who then are you?
and who am I?
if not more than stars,
and something less than snowflakes…
the breath of a God,
who chooses to be unnamed.
the croak of a frog,
the moan of a dying branch…
TODAY: Yesterday began cold, dark and wet. The rain falling gently. The town was silent, yet there was a profound stillness here…today is mild and brighter…
I lit my candles, said a prayer of thanks and offered up blessings to the world. My heart swelled with emotion…
I felt deep gratitude and reverence. There is a warm cosy radiance in the house…
IN ONE WORD: Gratitude
COLOUR OF THE DAY: Turquoise
HOW I FEEL: Many of you know that this year thus far, has been a physically challenging one for me. In mid January I will be going back into hospital for ‘explorative’ heart surgery.
Besides dealing with often intense energies here in Glastonbury, and managing my own health issues, I have still felt divinely guided and supported by the ‘unseen’, as well as by a few dear friends.
I was also led to continue creating more Colour Matrix Essences, and in the past few months have given time and energy supporting those who feel that they have ‘lost their way…’
I see 2016 coming in with a lighter energy, yet also feel that there will be more unexpected ‘happenings’ which may shock and surprise many.
“The physical body knows its own silence — that is its own well-being, its own overflowing health, its own joy. The mind also knows its silence, when all thoughts disappear and the sky is without any clouds, just a pure space…” Osho
INSIGHTS: ‘As you step solidly into this new phase of life, I ask you to leap over the threshold of the Gate before you. Leaving behind much of the old, whether this be a negative thought form, hasty action, or disillusioned mood…You are ready to move towards new friends, different places, people and positive right actions. You will soon feel lighter, freer, happier in your heart and mind, and this will filter down through all the layers of your ‘beingness’, to your newly re-structured DNA.’ Ashtara
‘standing at a crossroads…’
These words keep coming to mind. I suddenly remembered that in one of my channelled messages, a few years ago, it mentioned the true beginning of the ‘new’ would begin from 2017 onwards (not 2012)…and that for me, is feeling more real and true as each day passes…I have read reliable confirmations of that recently…
THE COLLECTIVE: The function of the mind is again to be a bridge between you and the objective world, and the function of the heart is to be a bridge between you and yourself. The silence that I have been talking about is the silence of the heart. Osho
Many people I know, are spending a very quiet, even alone Christmas this year. That seems to be the case more and more. Is there less ‘goodwill towards all men’, and more isolation? As more of us shift and turn and change and awaken…almost living a life straddling 2 worlds…which at times is unsettling and even lonely, especially the younger generation.
Years ago if there was someone who would be alone at Christmas, they would be invited or included at a Christmas lunch with someone. That’s how it was in communities and neighbourhoods I grew up in. But, today there is less traditional celebrations as times change and we move away from that well worn path…
‘As of we come to the final days of 2015 we are paused at an intersection, an inter-dimensional crossroads. We each stand at the entrance to ourselves, holding our breath, waiting for life to show us you what to think, how to walk, who to love, what to pray for…’
AFFIRMATION: “I am divinely protected and loved always…”
Essence shown – Gates of Time – http://www.colourmatrixessences.com