‘Are you not tired of holding up all those walls? Is it not time now, to go beyond the realm you’ve mastered and become new again? Fear not the rebirthing, after such a glorious, conscious death. Rejoice!’ Alison Nappi
HOW I FEEL: ‘Opening our minds to think with our hearts, defines the form that magic can take in our lives…’ Vasumi
During this month I have been in the process of letting go. I have experienced days of feeling vulnerable, yet also strong, nervous yet deeply aware and in my own power, sometimes there was sadness, yet only very briefly…followed by acceptance and understanding.
From all of this, I hope to discover a new rhythm of life, a divine flow, an inner song…As all of this has been taking place, new doorways have opened and new connections are birthing.
PHYSICALLY: Steady. With periods of wavering energy, followed by rest and restoration. I am having sessions of Acupuncture, and finding this restores my inner harmony very quickly.
INSIGHTS: ‘During times of spiritual transformation along with earth’s evolutionary process – our identity and focus can change quickly and unexpectedly. “
Love is every where and yet we close our eyes, bury our heart and march on…on with what is old, tired, familiar and in many ways, already gone…gone forever! And that is what you most fear.
THE COLLECTIVE: ‘This evolution is a necessary condition of all further scientific thought. But, evolution is also psychic, spiritual and sacred…’ Teilhard de Chardin
As the first month of 2016 draws to a close, let us refocus and prepare for a new month…Breath a deep clear breath and look into your heart to see how your are feeling. I understand more clearly who I am and who we are – Let us each make sure that we continue to shine our Light on everything around us and keep moving steadily forward!
‘You think you are alive because you breathe air? Shame on you, that you are alive in such a limited way. Don’t be without Love, so you won’t feel dead. Die in Love and stay alive forever. ‘ Rumi
'All my life I have yearned…' Andre Breton
For a period of 15 years, I was the Principle of a well-known school in South Africa, the ‘Academy of Holistic Therapies’ which over time transformed into a place of deep spiritual and personal development, known then as the ‘Centre of Creative Consciousness’.
My life changed suddenly and I moved to England in 1999. Not long after my arrival my long term reIationship ended abruptly and I developed serious heart issues. What followed was a 7 year period of death and rebirth...
It led me along a path of deep introspection and growth. Through this experience including 2 near death experiences, I was forced to step into a new life, eventually giving me true understanding of who I AM and a more committed path.
I moved to Glastonbury, believing then that it was to discover more of what I was searching for. Instead it has been yet another level of my own unfolding and my need to go deeper within, living a quiet solitary life, each day clearing the way to finding deeper levels of awareness and truth. All this moved at an ever changing pace towards truth and change as I released the past with forgiveness - gently guiding myself through all of the many challenges to a place of deep understanding and peace…
This has allowed a very rich and beautiful connection to All That Is, an ability to tap into reservoirs of knowledge and wisdom, never before accessed. My desire is to support others in their ‘Awakening’ bringing love and understanding to many lives as they remember who they are.
I care deeply about our planet, the animal kingdom and all sentient Beings during this time of dramatic change and Spiritual r/evolution on Earth. During the 7 years I realised that I enjoy being a 'modern day Alchemist' with a passion for working with colour, potions, remedies, tinctures, energy and vibrations. I was guided by Spirit to create a range of high vibrational colour essences, known as the ColourKEYS System. I see these ‘jewels’ as the unfolding of a 'story' yet to be revealed…They are a wonderful tool to support and assist those seeking the true path towards their destiny.
I am at the completion stages of writing my first book, which will be published early next year. It is the story my extraordinary childhood in Africa.
Thanks dear Ashtara, for this lovely post. Did you have heart surgery yet? And if you did, please let us know it went. Thinking of you in your mystical environment. Love & much Light
The surgery has been postponed for a few weeks, whilst other tests were done. I am taking one day at a time… Thank you for asking I deeply appreciate your thoughtfulness. xo
Such a deeply beautiful and timely post, Ashtara. Light birthing out of darkness, realisations into deeper blocks perhaps now Mercury is moving forward again from its encounter with Pluto, this most certainly speaks on some level of dying to old ways in order to be reborn in love and new understanding.
January 27, 2016 at 7:49 pm
Thanks dear Ashtara, for this lovely post. Did you have heart surgery yet? And if you did, please let us know it went. Thinking of you in your mystical environment. Love & much Light
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January 28, 2016 at 1:09 pm
The surgery has been postponed for a few weeks, whilst other tests were done. I am taking one day at a time… Thank you for asking I deeply appreciate your thoughtfulness. xo
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January 28, 2016 at 3:00 pm
You are very welcome, dear Ashtara. Please keep us in the loop. Gilles
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January 28, 2016 at 11:51 am
Such a deeply beautiful and timely post, Ashtara. Light birthing out of darkness, realisations into deeper blocks perhaps now Mercury is moving forward again from its encounter with Pluto, this most certainly speaks on some level of dying to old ways in order to be reborn in love and new understanding.
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January 28, 2016 at 1:08 pm
Yes, the deeper we go, the more we need to remain steadfast and true to our authentic self…not always easy. Blessings xo
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