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Rebirth – I AM Awake…

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TODAY: Its dark, dawn has not yet arrived. The sky above the Tor, is filled with bright Stars. I sigh, I breath, I feel gratitude…at the same time wish I was still cuddled in a warm bed asleep!

IN ONE WORD: Possibilities –

You are truly paving the way and are acting as spiritual stewards of what is to come. The Keepers,

COLOUR OF THE DAY: Pink/Coral

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HOW I FEEL:

My sleep patterns continue to alter and change, often surprising or annoying me. Today I feel a sense of acceptance and have decided to find a new time-line, a new sleep routine, that allows for day-time errands and chores that need to be done, whilst allowing time for naps.
For the past 5- 6 days, I seem to have been dragging myself around half asleep. Unable to fully focus or engage…

In the narrow window that I have been fully functioning, much has been unveiled for me, and a new clarity has emerged. New ideas, insights and realisations have come to me too. Including a new essence being created and ‘born’ on 10:10. After which, I felt depleted..

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PHYSICALLY:

Lethargic, slow, yet clear. Open, aware, sensitive. In-tune with the many levels and layers of life…

INSIGHTS:

“In the deepest recesses of your heart, you feel and know change is at hand. You understand that it is necessary. You are ready for this.”

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“In the next 90 days there will be huge changes, and we will all need to come back into alignment. Our world, as we know it, will seem altered in a myriad of ways. Yes, you are ready, the time has come, and all is set…Whatever enters your life now, accept this. What ever you feel, do, or change, accept as being exactly right for your new.”
rosaeglanteria300 THE COLLECTIVE:

‘Loving self is truly the key to the kingdom.’ 
On a physical/human level you feel as many others do, frustrated and tangled in day to day living. Step away from this reality and forge on with finding your niche in a new wold. Begin to see and feel from a deeper place who you are. Forget ego, forget labels, leave out logic. Be real and true and know you are…then live it!

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“After repeating the many cycles of life, death and life again, most of us continue to forget who we really are and where we came from. We are lost in a way of life that has dulled our higher senses and taken us away from our God-centeredness.”
Michael Massaro

AFFIRMATION:

”I am Awake…”

Bottles shown: REBIRTH-I AM Awake – 100ml Essence – Clear over pink/coral.

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The Magic of Avalon…

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“Above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.”
Roald Dahl

TODAY: Its early, the air outside it very fresh and clear. But there is a chill; soft, moist, gentle and silent. The sky is softly pink, the first birds have landed in the courtyard to feed. Life is good. I feel at peace with my world.

IN ONE WORD: Gentleness

COLOUR OF THE DAY: Leafy Green

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HOW I FEEL: “A new life will slowly unfold…allow it to be so. Let each day bring to you new experiences and most of all, let the love shine through you and radiate out to all those around you.” 
My path is becoming a more deeply spiritual life, each day, quite solitary, but the energy of Glastonbury and ‘free-spirit attitude’ here (I am a city girl actually), has allowed me the time and space to do a level of inner work, I never anticipated…

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During this year, I have at last fully understood the reasons and the purpose of me moving down from London, to live in Glastonbury, 8 years ago. And you know, if feels as if I have been here for eternity, and then there are days when I feel as if I have only recently arrived, and I am still settling in…Ah, the mystery and magic of Avalon…

“I have stepped onto a new Timeline and I wait there, resting for the out-breath of God…” Ashtara

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INSIGHTS: Be aware of your own limits. I feel that we are all, only now, getting our ‘second wind.’ This year has been challenging in very different ways from what we have known and understood. I am sensing that we are finally beginning to regain balance and strength. But, there will be days when we feel overtired, overwhelmed, too weak to go about your usual routine. When you feel this, stop, rest, be kind, allow yourself time to regroup and refresh.

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THE COLLECTIVE: Your holy heart, when you begin to feel it fully, will invite you into pain you have long ago locked away. First, your own personal unresolved anguish. Then, the collective pain of all you have forgotten: a history remembered by the stardust in your cells, the rust in your bones. And you will want to close it. You will want to lock it all back up again, but this you mustn’t do, because underneath that is your perfect love waiting for its chance to change your life.*

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*Thank you Alison Nappi for sharing thoughts so close to mine in words I could never express so well.

AFFIRMATION:”I AM powerful, loving and unafraid…”

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The Journey…A Short Story…

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‘All my life, my heart has yearned for a thing I cannot name.’
Andre Breton

TODAY: There is a sense of calm and stillness here…the sky shrouded in soft white clouds. It feels like much like being in a safe soft bubble, whilst life out there continues in a myriad of different ways…

IN ONE WORD: Believe

COLOUR OF THE DAY: Gold

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INSIGHTS:

“If you can find a path with no obstacles,

it probably doesn’t lead anywhere.”

A long long ago and far far away two almost humans came together without the Soul Purpose of going to a place called Earth to explore an adventure of being ‘only human.’ They were in joy, in love in connected on all levels and ready….
But, they soon learnt that Earth was a hard school, with a harsh set of lessons and soon too soon, they drifted apart drawn into world of ‘make believe.’ Finally yet lost the connection and then lost touch…

Eons of time past, no word, no sign, no memory…then on a certain day at an exact and perfect point, a synchronised timeline, an invisible thread and Divine will…

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The thread was tugged, an echo remembered, their Soul Song whispered sweetly, oh so silently, into their hearts. As their ears heard, their eyes opened wider, their heart raced, there was the very faintest recollection, knowing that it WAS true because it sounded a call from Home…

The thread tightened and pulled it became shorted and shorter and it began to glisten and gleam once more…for it originally had a Golden hue…

Each heard this sound over and over…and even as they slept they sang…and ‘the call’ got louder and the thread drew in… shorted and shorter…it was oh so close…It was not unlike Heaven, yet they knew that this was Earth!

And the day came, when the sound and the tone and the shining thread all met. The two ‘almost humans’ could once more be at One, and in love and filled with new found joy! They knew each other instantly, though they know not how…..

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‘We live countless lives
On a journey that seems unending…
Yet our destination is no further
Than our hearts!’
Eric

AFFIRMATION: “I am perfect whole and complete…”


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Dawn Comes After Night…

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You do not have to be good.


You do not have to walk on your knees


for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.


You only have to let the soft animal of your body


love what it loves…

Mary Oliver

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TODAY:

Periodically in history the ground of man’s mind is plowed under, everything apparently uprooted into uncertainty. 

How else shall the old habits of thought be broken up

to clear the way for a new epoch? 
Joseph Sadony

Blue sky, sunshine, cold chilly air…chemtrails hang from the sky…

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IN ONE WORD: Trust

COLOUR OF THE DAY: Sky BLUE in a clear cloudless sky…

HOW I FEEL:

“Those who contemplate the beauty of the earth

find reserves of strength that will endure as long as life lasts.

There is something infinitely healing in the repeated refrains of nature…

the assurance that dawn comes after night,

and spring after winter.” 


Rachel Carson

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Sigh….I often talk of Divine Timing, of our life paths, where we find ourselves, the changing, the moving, releasing and letting go of the past and what is done…It feels as if we really and truly are preparing for a massive new  chapter!
I feel totally aligned with the Divine Plan…

All of it…Now it feels like a time of waiting….to let the world settle and the new to begin.

Its how I feel about a ‘next chapter’, that is about to open up for me, for you…a new beginning, filled with very different experiences (of course you can block it from happening), for what or why, I do not know yet, but it feels important.

We are all beginning again, new plans, new pathways, new experiences, new places, new relationships, leaving the old behind…it is done!

PHYSICALLY: Headachy since the Eclipse…tired, yet industrious when wide awake!? A need for little naps…
We all need to eat a bigger quantity of green vegetables, all fruits, nuts, coconut, milk and certain oils…Drink plenty of clear spring water…Sleep wherever and when ever possible. Walk in nature daily…

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INSIGHTS:

‘Real power is showing up with your heart on your sleeve

and absolutely refusing to waste one moment of your life

hidden behind edginess and armour.’
Jeff Brown

I keep reminding myself that many around me may feel lost and disorientated. We should be aware and allow them their own unique experience and to remain on your own timeline…Be at peace, the timing could not be more perfect! Trust that! It is too late to turn back. You are on your way home now…

‘Life moves in waves and so must you. If you have been busy, be quiet for a while.’

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THE COLLECTIVE: Perhaps more focus and clarity as an individual, would serve to support your journey more effectively at this time. It is time to use solitude and alone time to create a sacred space where you are able to cultivate your higher mind and new reality. Be aware of your own negativity becoming more pronounced at times…know that this is your ego mind challenging you to remain ‘small.’

AFFIRMATION: “I AM perfect as I AM”

“Cease trying to work everything out with your minds.

It will get you nowhere.

Live by intuition and inspiration

and let your whole life be a Revelation.”


Eileen Caddy – Findhorn

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BRIDGE OF LIGHT Essence
The Bridge shows YOU how to live your truth, to stop hiding from what matters, what you care about, what you love, what you long for, what lights your fire, what is you, and know who are you…Your old fear of being exposed…your fear of letting ‘them’ go…

This bottle will support this crossing…


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Stop Trying So Hard….

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The art of life is to live in the present moment

and to make that moment

as perfect as we can

by the realisation 

that we are the instruments and expression

of God himself.


Emmet Fox

TODAY: A frosty start, cold, fresh – a real Spring feeling!

WORD: Endurance

COLOUR: Olive Green

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FEELING:

“I have such a fear of finding another like myself,

and such a desire to find one!”

Anais Nin

 Happy, rested, joyful…After a very challenging few days, life has settled and resumed balance with an uplifting vibration…I feel revitalised!

INSIGHTS:

Let your mind start a journey through a strange new world.

Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before.

Let your soul take you where you long to be.

Close your eyes, let your spirit soar

and you’ll live as you’ve never lived before.


Erich Fromm

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When we stop trying so hard to get ‘somewhere’, then life will truly begin to change, slowly, but definitely…That will allow you to feel more comfortable in your own skin, with your own life, as you begin to recognise yourself again, and again, as you also let go of the need for the guidance from others. What you are seeking will no longer feel so far away. Life will be less challenging and will gently begin to flow, to float, to create a rhythm. Its about coming back to yourself, as you embrace every part of yourself…creating wholeness once more. The future, including the unknown, will no longer feel daunting or frightening.

THE COLLECTIVE:

“This life?

Sweet baby jesus, it’s a wonder.

It’s an intense, magical, steal the breath from your lungs,

bring you to your knees roller coaster ride.

It demands reverence and humility

and penance and gratitude

shouted loud from mountaintops.”

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First and foremost is to remain present and true to your life right now. We as humans, do not have all the answers and we are unable to put everything in place so quickly. In our own situations we are holding onto structures because they are our comfort zones, even though they are no longer serving us…

AFFIRMATION: “I AM safe…”

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Colour Matrix Essence shown – Priestess of the Land

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Travelling Light…

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You strode deeper and deeper 
into the world,


determined to do 
the only thing you could do,


determined to save
 the only life you could save.

Mary Oliver

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TODAY: On waking I felt expectant, the day felt slow, yet a brighter day emerged before my eyes, a damp cold was deep in my bones…Hot tea was welcome…

WORD: Depth

COLOUR: Magenta to dark red

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FEELING: Fragile, sensitive, knowing, understanding and allowing…

BODY: Painful, delicate, shaky, slow movement, healing (a lower back issue that is taking time to heal), resisting?

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INSIGHTS: Joy was not meant to be a crumb… Mary Oliver

Life is hurling ahead at a speed that none will understand or believe until much time has passed and we are reborn and able to ‘see’ with new eyes. I feel the changes hourly and understand fears and uncertainties.

Learning to pace yourself, to slow down in our fast-moving world, will for some, take focus and practice, but if you do take the time and become aware of this need, and if you slow down long enough to pay more attention, you will surprise yourself at how natural and comfortable living at this pace is for you…

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THE COLLECTIVE:
‘The Old is behind you, yet you constantly reach back for it and this is what brings you physical pain… pains in your body that could be long gone, disturbances in your body that could long ago have been released… all this is you stretching back into your past, with a desire to bring it along with you… We tell you that a lighter load is how you must travel.’ Via Ashtara

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AFFIRMATION: “I vow to remember that always, always, always do you love me.
In that I find my peace and restoration. I say with confidence, I AM LOVED. I AM LOVED. I AM LOVABLY and I AM WORTHY, because I AM, because You created Me and you brought me to Earth to change its history. Dear God, I say thank you, again.”

*Colour Matrix Essence shown – CHIRON – The Wounded Healer – http://www.colourmatrixessences.com


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The Heart of Winter…

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THE HEART OF WINTER

“Within the grip of winter, it is almost impossible to imagine the spring.

The grey perished landscape is shorn of colour.

Only bleakness meets the eye; everything seems severe and edged.

Winter is the oldest season; it has some quality of the absolute.

Yet beneath the surface of winter, the miracle of spring is already in preparation; the cold is relenting; seeds are wakening up. Colours are beginning to imagine how they will return.

Then, imperceptibly, somewhere one bud opens and the symphony of renewal is no longer reversible.

From the black heart of winter a miraculous, breathing plenitude of colour emerges.”

John O’Donohue – Benedictus


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Anticipation…

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“Let gratitude be the pillow upon which you kneel to say your nightly prayer.
And let faith be the bridge you build to overcome evil and welcome good.”
Maya Angelou

TODAY: Bright sunny, crisp, cold…expectant.

IN ONE WORD: Balance

COLOUR OF THE DAY: White

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HOW I FEEL: Today I am missing big African skies, wide open space and intense sunshine!
Yet, I am totally absorbed in a book – The Emerald Modem – learning, understanding, remembering, with synchronicities happening as I read. Its about  Avalon/Glastonbury, Stargates, energy nodes, ‘other’ realms and realities including the Path of the Sacred Oaks and more.

I have uncovered new and interesting facts about Glastonbury, that for me, are just amazing! This came to me in the wee hours of the morning a few days ago…Since then I have been trying to integrate and assimilate this information and my own insights.

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I need to sit quietly and write it all down, to put some order into my thoughts and feelings. It began with a question from a friend in Hawaii. Plus the book I am reading.
When I woke,  I was also thinking of the next essence that is coming through (which has been a slow process on this occasion), I was sure that it was the expected, SACRIFICE bottle. Yet, as I lay awake at 2am, I was ‘told’ that it is a white colour – a white dragon, or white goddess. Now I am clear that it is actually WHITE DRAGON EMPRESS. This is exciting for me, and all those who love working with my coloured Essences and Remedies. I await the ‘nudge’ then I will blend and pour it…

PHYSICALLY: Work in progress to remain balanced and well…

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INSIGHTS: Be in gratitude more each day. Yet, be patient and loving to yourself and those around you, knowing that for each ‘new’ human, their alignments will have different time frames and levels of reality…”

THE COLLECTIVE:

“Something big is coming…”

Michael Harrington

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“Deep inside, for no outer reason, we feel something big is UP!” Aluna .

If you buy into fear and victim mentality, your conclusions might not thrill you. But if you are coming from love and master consciousness, you are holding your breath in happy anticipation.

AFFIRMATION: “I AM Divine”

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We are earth people on a spiritual journey to the stars.

Our quest, our earth walk,

is to look within,

to know who we are,

to see that we are connected to all things,

that there is no separation,

only in the mind.

Lakota Seer


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Awakening…

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Awakening
When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge
to test our courage and willingness to change;
at such a moment, there is no point in pretending
that nothing has happened or in saying 
that we are not yet ready.
The challenge will not wait.
Life does not look back.
A week is more than enough time for us to decide
whether or not to accept our destiny.

Paulo Coelho, ‘The Devil and Miss Prym’

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TODAY:

Winter is an etching, spring a water color,

summer an oil painting

and autumn a mosaic of them all.

Stanley Horowitz

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Soft rain continues to fall here…I have lost count of the days. Winter has truly arrived, bringing forth crisp icy mornings…

IN ONE WORD: Allowing

COLOUR OF THE DAY: Golden hues…

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HOW I FEEL: We are in a time when so much is happening so fast, life is speeding by us and we are becoming so desensitized that we don’t know how we feel. Dr. Meg

I am constantly surprised, even astounded, often amused, or puzzled by life’s process…Yet, I accept my life, my journey and know that all will be well, as more of what is coming unfolds before me and in me…

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Its ok, its actually as perfect as it can be. Not always easy, not always kind, but there is an understanding within me now, and I know that this journey of awakening is meant to take me somewhere that I have never been, yet long to go…be it today, tomorrow…who knows…perhaps for as long as I AM here. And as of today, I fully honour the sacredness of this process. I AM blessed.

PHYSICALLY: Settling, needing more time for hibernation…stronger.

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INSIGHTS:

“We sense that ‘normal’ isn’t coming back,

that we are being born into a new normal:

a new kind of society, a new relationship to the earth,

a new experience of being human.”

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And another constant is rain…as if The Great Mother is clearing and cleansing, weeping and weeping…as the Great Heart opens wider. Growing and awakening over and over like the tides…As so many of us accept letting go – allowing this process with understanding. Then just ‘being’ with a new knowing….

THE COLLECTIVE: We all carry a hefty load of baggage, many of us CHOOSE to endure the suffering caused by these ancient wounds. We need to heal these wounds in order to function in a world of wellness, to be able to hear our heart song and dance as a free spirit without the limitations we place on ourselves.  Chiron in retrograde as painful and irritating as it may be, serves us well if we stop blaming others and look deep inside ourselves.
Robbyne LaPlant

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AFFIRMATION: “I AM divinely guided, protected and loved, always…”


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Walk This Earth…

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“And so she comes to dream herself the tree,
The wind possessing her, weaving her young veins,
Holding her to the sky and its quick blue,
Drowning the fever of her hands in sunlight.
She has no memory, nor fear, nor hope
Beyond the grass and shadows at her feet.”

TODAY: I woke to a silent morning that felt strangely silent and slow. As I looked out my window towards the Tor, I had a sense that the earth herself was breathing deeply…there is still an air of quiet, the sky shrouded by dense low cloud.

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IN ONE WORD: Miracles

COLOUR OF THE DAY: Natures Green…

HOW I FEEL:

‘You have been on a long Journey from the Stars, friend.

Bow before your tiredness now…do not fight it any longer.’

Waheina Ma

Happy in my heart…after going through several deep layers during introspective moments and inner work last week, I have a new sense of acceptance and surrender. A new sense of ‘Home’

PHYSICALLY: Balanced and rested. My body feels content and in this moment – comforted and comfortable, after 3 weeks of fatigue and restlessness.

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INSIGHTS:

‘People usually consider walking on water or in thin air a miracle.

I think the real miracle is not to walk either on water or in thin air, but to walk on Earth.’

As I’ve said many times, life is a process…It can never be frozen in a certain place…not now! Our energy must continue flowing, moving and expanding.

Some years just float by with little change, but this year changed me on very deep levels…I underwent several initiations.  Most of the changes were unexpected, some anticipated.

Many of us have been challenged to work with past issues that often, propelled us all out of our comfort zone…this is to allow our bodies and souls to be aligned with the force of Life. Change is necessary and all change is an initiation. For all you are and all you are becoming in the world!

Remember the little things in life too, that are special, but all too soon forgotten. Start a gratitude list, and add to it daily! Life is precious, see it with new eyes, feel it,  taste it and smell it!

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THE COLLECTIVE: Have you closed off the feeling part of your Being? Check that out, and begin to allow a slow stream of love to flow back into your life. Allow yourself to release trapped or blocked emotions and know that we are meant to feel! Give love from your heart…and you will receive the love you deserve.

AFFIRMATION: “I am open and receptive to LOVE…”

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“It is not so much for its beauty that the forest makes a claim upon men’s hearts,

as for that subtle something,

that quality of air that emanates from old trees,

that so wonderfully changes and renews a weary spirit.”

Robert Louis Stevenson

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