“From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.”
J.R Tolkien – Fellowship of the Ring
TODAY: The day is undecided – vacillating between sun and heavy cloud…anticipation abounds. There is a chill in the air…(general elections)
ONE WORD: Expectant
COLOUR OF THE DAY: Green
HOW I FEEL:
“I became aware of my destiny:
to belong to the critical minority
as opposed to the unquestioning majority.”
My journey is becoming a more deeply spiritual experience each day…soft, solitary, delving, releasing, often sad, a painful longing…Yet it feels right. I have been deeply reflective in the past few weeks, with a gentle awareness of inner changes, digesting yet another morsel of life and its many lessons. Always learning, always growing…Opening to new ways of being and with that, endless possibilities.
The energy of Glastonbury and a ‘free-spirit attitude’ (yet I am more at home in a big City) has allowed me the time and space to do this level of deep inner work, which I never anticipated…I have often resisted being here, yet, I am shown each and every day, the purpose for my time in ‘Avalon…’
PHYSICALLY: Unsettled within. Renewal in progress, processing emotions. Sleep comes and goes, days fly by…are there enough hours to just ‘Be’, to feel, to know, to understand…to integrate and rest?
“Would you like to save the world from the degradation and destruction it seems destined for?
Then step away from shallow mass movements and quietly go to work on your own self-awareness.
If you want to awaken all of humanity,
then awaken all of yourself.”
I am sensing that only in the past 2 weeks, have we all begun to regain balance and strength…But, there will be days when we feel overtired, overwhelmed, too weak to go about your usual routine…then rest, be kind, allow yourself time to regroup and refresh.
“Another world is not only possible,
She is on her way.
On a quiet day,
I can hear Her breathing.”
Life is hurling ahead at a speed that none can understand or believe – yet much time has passed and we are being reborn and reawakened to a new vision, seeing with new eyes. I feel the changes hourly and understand the many fears and uncertainties.
AFFIRMATION: “I let go of the control of my mental mind. I connect to the love and wisdom of my heart.”
“Let the new breath of God lift you higher and breath you forward
towards what it is you always dreamed of…”